hey...rasina here...who else lol... today was afterall a great day... i woke up at 5am..ate mee hoon goreng..prayed...went to sleep wake up ..go to sleep...n up again at 7.30..i slowly got ready to go library...i expected myself to be early today coz firstly i left my house early n eileen woke late.. but it didnt matter i went outside the library waiting for the librarian to open when i saw sumone familiar in front of me.. but he didnt realise tat i was directly behind him untill i tapped on the shoulder n said.."HI!"...he turned saw me sighed n said hi back...he tot sumone was going to ask him some stupid qn...lol...

yeah...then eileen arrived...then xue yuen turned up....this meeting was unexpected...eveything went well..i even saw curry in the library...i guess he recognized me aft seeing me beside eileen...nvm tat...

but i jus want to say tat eileen, my fren for 4 plus years has brought many changes in my life..i always confused myself between eileen n munirah...who is my best friend?....i will always know the ans and no one else...

eileen a friend who is always there for me...whenever i need her in times of trouble or joy...
she is someone who stands out for her own character... she is very lifely n cheerful to everyone...but sometimes she is not n she doesn't shows it...whenever she's sad she doesnt needs sympathy...jus a few words of encouragement...i guess...

the first time i saw her...she was very friendly asking me "where u want to sit?"...the first conversation we had...she seemed cheerful but i was scared to talk to anyone coz i knew no one in my class..i was always a shy n scared girl to make any first movements...then she asked me for my telephone number and email add...the first time i chat wif her online was great...our friendship broadened during sec 1 camp..we in strivers n always together in the same group( with gavin)...

her confidence bravery...removed my shyness and made me more confident...she accepted me for who i m( i dont even noe who i m lol)....i was always happy whenever i was with her...i used to feel rejected wen ppl ard me speak in diff language n dont dare to say sorry can i listen too...but now..i dont even mind...i lyk to to those funny chinese words ...trying to interpret wat they r trying to say n laugh at my own wrong interpretation...

i think i wud have missed alot if i wont eileen's friend...when i became a friend of hers...more ppl became my friends...coz they they got to know me better thru eil....i have to thank her for tat...i jus i cant imagine myself not climb the stairs n acting like having fitts and running at the same spot on the stairs...

remember those baobab songs...refering to ms wong bo and mr poon's ring on his finger...my foot of mrs lee's...oh also wen we were writing invitation cards for mrs lee's wedding..i wasnt writing but i was sorting out the cards as my handwriting not tat nice...my handwriting and drawing improved abit by eileen's influence and also english....we used have small quarells in sec 1 n 2...sec 3 (once on old folks home projects)...sec 4 (none)...coz we knew abt us too well tat year...

i tink she's the only one who knows best abt my family and feelings...and gavin abt my family...munirah more of my feelings....

those black stingy barney...my foot...those kind of legs, pau face, strawberry head n the heartbeat will remain in me...=)

lol...i have more to say but i guess i mite start to reapeat myself...my mum nagging me to come down( to my living room) to eat sweetsmeat...oops sorry gavin...=)...
bye...