today i had my 5 stations...if u noe me well u shud noe that my standing broadjump sucks....like i said i failed my broadjump....its readysau u noe...wen i m short, fat(2 me) n unable to pass my nafa...its sad...oh one more thing not pretty, fair...sumore i m the odd one in my family who looks different...my sisters are all very pretty and fair...i used to be fair but now....
but i have to tell myself console myself that i have to accept whoever i am....i have to thank the god that for giving me good legs and hands...not being disabled....alhamdulilah...

oh shit my coke finished...i an going pour more coke...yay!...lol...
life is so boring in singapore...study study study...we shud enjoy life man....i m emoing today... i noe....oh the pictures in my class blog is very funny...click at the link tat says tpjc 08S15...and roll on the floor n laugh...there isnt much of my pic but there are more funni pics...

oh did i say i got the 27th position in my school road run for the girls..the top 30 will get medals...so i got a medal...yay!...munirah got 25th...yay! for her tooo...we ran together...at the ending point...a girl behind me overtook me...i got dizzy slowed down...den ppl around me said abit more faster faster...i speeded up abit den jus grabbed my dis piece of paper wif the letter 27..n fell on the floor...i couldnt stand any longer...den minirah sort of pulled me up and made me stand...i couldnt talk n jus pointed at the milo van...we walked there to drink the energizing milo...it did help alot coz den oni my brain functioned and said yay! i got top 30...n munirah was like ah now u say..u r abit slow...

haiz...after tat was a rush for me run home bath wash my hair sumore n go for peer counsiling training...aft tat i had to rush to my pw meeting at downtown east mac...i took 21 at 4.55...i was supposed to meet at 5...ok nvm i tot cn reach by 5.30...den the bus go go go...forever nvrending...intil my grpleader(sashi) called me n made me guilty...i reached at ard 5.45...den i duunoe how to walk from e bus stop...den sashi fetched me to e mac...increasing my guiltyness...i felt to low that i couldnt even talk...i jus kept quiet showed e stuff i m supposed to show n the meeting eneded in 20 min aft i came...i wasnt angry becoz e tink ended early but i was feeling extremely sad for coming late...i was almost abt to cry...but lucky no one was looking at me intensely...

but i feel sad becoz now my grp members will tink i m irresponsible not coming on time..making everyone wait u noe...i m the kind of person who worry wat ppl will tink of me ...oni to a certain extend lah...somtimes i cant be bothered...but dis time i was very bothered...
n sumore i said sorry to sashi on the way to mac u noe...i even said i was guilty...but he nvr say anythink lyk nvm its ok...we noe u were not late on purpose or sumtink lyk that...=(...make me feel so sad...

its ok now its over...no point crying over spilt milk rite...no i was jus recalling...k.k...u noe wat i have hearing chinese songs on my way to sch n back...my classmate was lyk its so ironical...
haiz...i lyk tat...haha...ok...guys...i go study liow...tc..woahtoday quite a long post...not bad rasina...bravo...nonsense me...

oh my god i added two marks ...so now is 31 out of 40...it is so not true man...lol..but inoe its only dis test...gotcha go

hey rasina here..
i m at my computing lessons now..i jus got back my test...i passed u noe...i got 29 out of 40 which is an A grade...that was wonderful..i didnt expect it at all man...
how can rasinafarvin d/o zegabaraly ever in the world get an a for computing...
sometink went wrong...anyway...it wud be only dis test...my other tests would be a fail or a jus pass...
the tink is o studied 4 e test while watching e drama..dont worry gurl i finished watching the drama i was crazy about..having only 1 hour sleep for 3 days...lol...
but i m crazy abt ming dao the taiwanese actor...he so damn handsome.. he has sharp nose...not long n sharp but better then a flat nose...he has a charming smile...
lol
yeah gurl we shud set up a stall...
oh yah i m running for my cross country as a competitive u noe..3KM...god...i m being forced into it.
lol...k gota go...i scared me tcher catch me red handed blogging...anyway i m going to youtube now..hais...i go home i will study...i promise...tc..

it is the 27th post.
hmms, promos is just round the corner, people!
Rasina, we shall go and study together okays!
WE SHALL DO IT TOGETHER.

And i'll remember our promise.
If we dont make it anywhere in life,
we'll set up a business.
even if it is gonna be selling pirated VCDs ( HAHA )
and when the police comes, we'll all run.
and then Rasina will be left there, caught by the police,
because she couldnt run as she was busy tapping the floor,
LAUGHING.

hahahas, those were the days.
girl ! dont watch too much of those korean dramas!
They are just fake fairytale stories that'll never come true!
hahas, sorry, its okays, thats just my thinking.

Anyway, i remember all the silly things we have done together,
every little thing
the jokes,
the laughter,
the lame lame things.
just us, doing everything together.

Thanks girl.
I also remember the time in class,
when i cried, and you and gavin looked at each other and didnt know what to do.
Both of you just passed me a tissue, and tried to stifle your laughters.
And you all finally laughed when i laughed while crying at the same time.
i must have looked damn retarded.

(((((:

You all are the styrofoam peanuts to the poorly packed cardboard box of my soul.

GOODBYE PEOPLE.
Rasina, i wanna see you soooon!

one neeeedle ( yi zhen )

EILEEEEEEEEEEN

heyah...
rasina here..
after so long blogging sorry...i have to agree i m a lazy bump..
recently i have been crazy this drama "the prince that turns into a frog".
so crazy that i watched the taiwan drama on youtube from 11pm to 4.40am..the next day...and i slept for an hour...and went to school...i m realy crazy over it...the main actor known as " shan junhao" is so handsome...lol..
i had my listening today it sucked to helll...the radio signal was keep having problems...one part of the text was gone...the 2nd time the passage was read it was ok..it was quite bad...sigh...
oh yah today is my primary school best friend durga devi's birthday...i wished her went to sch in the morning..its 17/7...my fav no. 17 coz my sec register no was 17...lol...
but i m going to promise that i will not watch the drama till promos...
so see yah...gotta go n drink milo...energizer...
oh i got S grade for two subjects u noe...gp(41.sumtink) n lit(44,jus 1 more mark)
tc

HELLO PEOPLE!
It's been a long time man.
Havent heard from you all or seen you all too!

I went for the NDP, rasina!
But a pity i couldnt see you,
hui ting and i were like trying frantically to find you,
but we were too far away. ):

And berlisa's birthday is today!
However, i lost her contact, so i can only tag on her tagboard!
): was quite sad when i couldnt find her contact in my phone,
and was also depressed when we couldnt meet up because she has got so many projects.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERLISA!
WE ALL MISS YOU!

hope she's doing fine, if you know berlisa as long as we have, then you'll know that this girl always overworks herself. And i really really havent seen her for quite a long time already, ever since the getting back of O's results!

Surprised that i blogged here? well, i blog at my own blog too often that i forgot about blogging here and leave everything to rasina. but nahs, i have some time on my hands so i shall blog here too.

Besides, blogging here gives me some sort of, peace. I can write freely. like how i miss rasina's presence in the school with me, and how i miss the jokes and all that we had in 4e1.

"Good morning to you, hahas.
What nonsense?
Wokie- and not everyday is a sunday.
Are we ready?"

Aforementioned are some things that 4E1 teachers used to say. i dont have to say who, you all know (:

i was thinking, how everything would be so much better if rasina and i really went together like we promised, to SRJC. Zzzz
Life sucks in NYJC, though i admit, i do have some pretty good friends to pull me through. However, i rather stay the same as we were back in 4e1, girl.

Now i hardly see or talk to gavin. Feeling the distance, though its kinda weird since we are cousins!

Anyways, im gonna try and change the blogskin again, of this blog. this skin makes it look dead.
hahas.

See you all soon people, hope we meet up real soon.
MISS YOU GUYS.

AND P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BERLISA!
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Lets get the heartbeats going
*winks to rasina.*
by the way, im eileen loo yi zhen, yours truly (: