hey guys rasina here..

gavin CONGRATS for passing ur gp...wen u kol n tell me tat u passed i felt touched..i m happy for u...n eileen i m happy for u too...although things happened yeah...i was touched from wat u said in ur blog...guys wen u tell abt ur results n share ur feelings wif me...i feel happy becoz u guys noe tat i care for u guys...and tat our bond will never get thwarted by any one..
i m proud to kol u guys my fren...=)))

k back to my day...my day started terribly wif no mood but eneded up happily...=)
k guys i have been reading dis book called romance volume 1..it has a collection of award winning love stories and poems...its a local book by Sharon Tan K.S.

i was reading n i came across dis poem tat i was attracted to...that brought a smile on my face and my heart as it is exactly how i m feeling...

Title: And i wonder

it's the wondering that kills me.

it so happened that
i had to see him
just when i wished to see him
and when i did see him
i quickly turned away.

Did he see me?

My heart was beating wildly,
Pounding.
Yes, it's cliched but that was what was.

But i m not sure about the reason behind it;
Whether it was anticipation that finally gave way to surprise,
or the overexertion from turning away quickly and pretending
not to see.

And now i don't see him,
I'm thinking of him.
And i wonder if he's thinking of me too.

I can't help thinking:
What would his reaction have been?
If i had looked up just long enough to grin,
Would he have noticed my braced teeth?

Enough.
Stop.
He probably didn't see you, girl.
Argh.
That's the worst.

Just shoot me lah.
But lord, before i die,
Give me a guy.
Any guy.
This guy.
...

isn't it nice....yeah jus tot of sharing it....
bb...going...

hey rasina here..

from today onwards i gona hate wednesdays...ok my day in sch was not that bad lah...but still yeah..okay in the morning i was so happy i saw someone..i even get to say hi after my tamil lesson..that was so coincidence haha...then my sch on wed ends at 1.30pm...but today one of my pw grp member JL wanted to do the wr together amendmentions lah...i was like okay..but he had physics from 1.30 to 2.30 so i had to wait for him...eunice also had to stay for her grp work...so we sat at the bench along the 3rd floor corridor..

not only will he come out greybag will also be coming out from another class...i was supposed to say hi wen he came out...wen he looked i didnt look wen i turned he was being tickled or distured by another girl...ok nvm i said hi to my other frens except it...
den wen i left the place agn the greybag was tackled by the girl but he saw me wen i wasnt looking...nvm i shall not talk abt it...let the fury be within me...ok there are worser things coming..

i went back home..took 21 and then my mum called told me to go to bedok inter post office there to accompany her...after a few grunts i said ok..she told me to take 69.. sp i got down at a stop that had 69. at that pt my mum called agn n said tat i no need to go ready. my father already went..so i took 22 from there to go home.. wen the bus almost reaching the stop, i pressed the bell there were still 2 more buses in front of 22 n the driver need to wait coz it was somemore raining. When i pressed the bus the driver moved the bus...i was like wat the hell press alot more times.. the stupid guy dowan to open the door..i went in front and told him that i need to get down pls open the door. at the same time i say a lady wave at the driver to stop the bus to board the bus at that time the bus was cutting across the 2 buses to move away from the stop but it was still within the bus stop boundary.

but the driver ignored the lady and me and continued to more the bus and said too bad u shud have pressed the bell way way earlier...i was like wat the ****...and that ass told me that i can only get down at the next stop...i was so insulted...it so injustice unfair... the bus is not supposed to move untill the front two buses to move so as to ensure that no more ppl want to board the bus and then leave coz it was raining somemore...but he dun care n den he blame me wen i did press the bell like crazy woman..

i was si angry...he tink wat i so scared is it...i have learnt it from eileen and gavin to not to be a coward.. and hence i took down the the bus number and the time to complaint..i wanted to purposely use my hp take a pic of the number plate but i m not that bad so i jus wrote the no in my hp..den walked all the way to my home..at the same time drenching in the rain..

and yeah i jus finished sending my complaint online...that guy deserves it stupid fat man..
i mite sound evil..but he deserves it dont he?

ok guys i got chem spa tmr gotta study bye...
ps. i reali the hope the bus driver gets a good scolding but i wont curse him to get sacked.. i m not that evil...hais...i m good at heart haha...its abit lyk propaganda...need more reliable sources to prove that i m good at heart...k bye

hey guys i m bac..who? rasina der...

the weekend was a wonderful weekend that i cant never forget...i made a great progress in having new friendships...haha....eunice and munirah u shud noe wat i mean...haha...and my overall results are not bad it turns out tat i passed all my subjects...weeeeeee....hais its gods grace for passing gp and lit...lol

like i said i was super duper happy on saturday...i went out to a dinner with some of my cca friends...yeah it was one of my turning pt in life...haha...i cannot stop laughing...i cant believe it tat i m so brave...hais i have experienced worse then den dis...but its still thrilling...lol...den on monday i was kinda demoralised coz i didnt see someone the whole day...but today i am back to being happy again...coz someone managed to say hi...haha...

i have been recently looking at the yahoo's astrology its kinda interesting...i shall share it wif u guys...this is for saggitarius..those who are saggi take a look at it...

dis is 7th october's horoscope..
==>Just about anything you suggest, no matter how outlandish or odd it might seem, will be heartily received today -- you have an original mind, and people are loving what it's coming up with! This puts you in an ideal position to lead your coworkers or your friends today, whether into an intimidating meeting or to the mall. Just don't put too much pressure on yourself to come up with every single idea or option. It will intimidate people a bit too much.

interesting isnt it...lets take a look at dis weeks horoscope as a whole for dis week..
==>Telling it like it is can become addictive, but before you start sharing your newfound wisdom with others, keep practicing it on yourself, especially at the start of the week. While a little bluntness is effective, it's not the only method available. Midweek, try being as kind and compassionate as possible when you're figuring out home truths and you'll find that your quality of life improves drastically. The weekend is a great time to give yourself a little pampering, especially if that means calling a dear friend and having a long chat.

haha i tell u 6th october one is more appealing...for me lah...take a look
==>The way you interact with strangers could impact your day in a very big way -- if you choose to ignore everyone you don't know, then your day will be uneventful and typical. But if you engage with other people as often as possible, you will find a huge shift in your energy and creativity. You don't have to make any new friends, but why not smile a bit more? Make silly small talk with someone as you ride the elevator together. Interaction is invigorating.

okay so m i expecting something tomorrow...haha....i shall see it tmr...truthfully i dont believe in all dis lah...but its nice see if wat they really is wat really happening...it can be used to have a good laugh...i hope i m not indirectly critizing or insulting anyone...my tone here is not a satiring tone...its a normal tone...donnoe how to say lah hoh...

wokay i going off...i have to do pw, lit and maths...still got tamil which i cant be bothered haha...but pw is driving me crazy...its always difficulty to make everyone work together...i swear i have a wonderful grp...i love my grp memebers but they have to work as team abit more lah..they used to always address all problems as a grp but now as all of us are busy...we separate the work and hence tackle the problems individually which is not effective lah...actually the leader is e one supposed to say dis...i dunnoe y i m saying it lol...hey leader! buck up lah...its time to show to do ur job as a leader...
k guys take care bye...=)