hey...

i'm back...

i went to malaysia for a few days say for four days....i went with my aunt my parents didnt go. i wasnt willing to go coz theres alot of studying that i need to do...sch gona reopen and i gona have testssssss...

but aft stayin in malaysia in my relatives house, i dont actually regret it...i felt that its worthit once a while to not to study and relax...being so carefree for four days have brought joy to me...

ok i went on friday afternoon in my uncles car...on friday we didnt do much just a family gathering...oh yah but friday night we went to watch movie....woah my uncle bought 8 tickets costing him abt 110 bucks...the aft watching the movie we had dinner out...i bought mee goreng for dinner...woah it sucked like hell....i almost no i was on the verge of vomitting..they put this particular sauce too much...all my 3 aunts who came bought mee goreng oso and they ate only half of it coz it was not edible...but i somehow forced it to go down my oesophagus...hais..

ok then on saturday we went to a few relatives house at night and had dinner in my realatives house that day was a tiring day coz in the morning and afternoon i was having stomach ache and spent my time watching tv...woah malaysia has so many channels you know...they even have KBS World which is the korean channel...i saw one drama named my precious you it was nice...i must go watch it at mysoju during my free time....
then on sunday morning we went to johore zoo...hais it was a nice experience although abit stingy...there so many different kinds of monkey...we threw a packet drink to orang utan and guess wat it drank the orange juice from the straw it was such an amazing scene..it looked like a real human drinking it...then i even saw a small monkey half of my elbow length with a pampers...so cute u know....i took the pictures but unfortunately i cant upload it...
then i saw snakes ewww so scary..my cousins keep touching the snakes i didnt let them touch me...
haha then i saw tigers, bears and lion...the tiger i think is twice my height sia so big...
then we saw different types of birds...oh yah i saw an elephant...=)
then aft that we had our lunch at an indian cuisine...the food was super duper nice...very spicy...thats wat i like...i love spicy food..=)
then we went to a beach....the beach was different from singapore...it didnt really hav much sands...only one part had...other areas where bounded with railings...then it started to rain...our day was disrubted..so we went shopping instead....
we did alot of shopping esp since sch is reopening...
then at night we went to eat..this time i didnt buy mee goreng...i learnt my lesson i bought nasi goreng...it wasnt that good...but still ok lah...
then on monday i went to my grandpa house...then i returned to sg...on that day...
so yeah that was my trip...
i loved it...with so many kids....
hais now mugging time....
HAPPY NEW YEAR ppl....
hope everthing goes well...

hey

like the title says...i dont believe todays my birthday....its totally like a normal day...

hais...no comments...i dont know...i dont feel happy today at all....

ok i bought cake mix from sheng shiong and baked a chocolate cake...its great actually just that not enough sweetness...its like the best cake for diabetes patience haha...and my mum and dad bought me a a fruit cake...the best thing today was that fruit cake...i always wanted to eat fruit cake with that white cream whenever i walked pass the cake shop...but it would be expensive so i would walk away...

then its not like i put candles blow and cut the cake i jus...cut put it in plates and jus gave my grandpa and my cousin and mum and dad....

only my mum was like hyper singing happy birthday song...i wasnt so excited at all....

then i watched movie in dvd...hais...i didnt study at all today...

the gifts i got for my birthday:

mum: a bag(which she bought 2 months ago) and the cake

dad: cake

elder sis: a thumbdrive

younger sis: a pencil box handmade by her with my name

aunt: shoe (going to buy)

eil: a nike bottle

eunice: a wish

gavin: paid for my bike ride in the beach

gautami: a wish

munirah: a wish

xavier: a wish

huiting, berlisa, jake, yanrong they all wished me...

actually i dont need anything more than a wish..

so many ppl wished me this yr compared to last year i m so happy...but yet i m not that satisfied...

but just now i chat with munirah...now my spirits are litle bit better...i feel much happier...

anyway...forget my craps...i did this nerd test...

u can try it...haha...i found this from my frens thru my class blog actually...

hey guys...

i had a great day yesterday...aft following my younger sis to her school...i went to east coast park to meet damai ex ne ambassordors...we were having like a party...
i was late coz i followed my sis so i had to stop at the bus stop for gavin to fetch me to the place...

we were under a shelter...we had lots lots of food...thanks yenc for seperating halal and non halal food..i really appreciate it...oh yah in the morning when i was walking to the bus stop...i tripped and fell down...so sad...so embarassing...oh no...i jus stood up and comtinued walking...my knee got scratched i think but i dont dare look at it..

yeah then in the beach we played with this yellow striking ball...unfortunately the ball flew into the sea and the wave pushed it away before we could reach it...so sad...it sailed to some island...hais...we gave our farewells to the ball haha...

after that we played murderer game and played with cards...hais it was very funny...the most memorable part was riding a bicycle...ok the truth is i dunnoe how to ride a two-wheeled bicycle...2 other girls shane and eileen oso didnt know...so yenc and aysura went doubles with them...gavin cant balance with doubles...so i decided to go on four wheels...haha abit embarassing but...at least i get a chance to ride on my own...and enjoy the beautiful breeze...

we rented the bike at 6.55...so we returned the bike at 8.55...ard 9 pm lah....e rode for two hours...we ride untill we almost reach changi beach...we stopped at one ulu area full of trees so scary and watching areoplanes zooming past very close to use....i think the ppl in the plane can see us waving at them haha...anyway actually i was very scared...i m a scary cat u know...i m afraid of so many things...i didnt want to stay there and eat our supper..but then if my friends are there y should i be scared? i thought then we ate our supper cheered and drank coke...

it was such a wonderful experience....i loved it...i reached home at 10.55pm...
i spent my late day of being sixteen blissfully...
its a memorable day...hais...
but today on my birthday my whole body aching after riding....
hais...i planning to bake a cake today...haha...hope everone would like it...
but i dunnoe y i dont feel that happy today actually ...maybe its becoz i was so happy yesterday...=)

sorry guys...for not blogging....

i was abit busy studying...i haven studied much though...i have completed from intro to organic to carbonyl compounds...i am jumping to lit tomolo....
hais but i dont think i have the time tomolo..coz tomolo in the morning i have to go to loyang sec with my younger sis and later i have to go to east coast park for ne ambassordors meeting...we are having kinda party..we playing games and gona have fun...i hope everything would turn out well...
hmmm i only payed gavin the money today...i even asked him to help me buy newspaper and pass to me because i was so lazy to even walk to the shop...sorry gavin u have to come under my block...u have a very lazy bump friend =(...

hais and i have been watching the drama the shining star in chn 8 and campus shrewd in chn u...these dramas are very nice...it removes my stress and relaxes me...after studying...and i even get excited aft watching dramas i dunnoe why...haha weird me...hais...

i think i m running out of time to study for the exam...there are 3 more weeks for my exam so...this is my plan..

1st week(next week onwards): lit and computing
2nd week : computing(contd) and maths
3rd week : chem and gp

the chem i am left with 3 chapters and revise the organic topics...so yeah...i hope mt plans would gp well...my revising includes doing homework...i haven done my homework...shit i just remembered i still have chem revision 2...oh no...
forget it...gotta go guys...bye...

today was a great day...cleaning cleaning cleaning....
the whole day i was like cleaning the house....i m the kind of person who dont usually do housework...coz since primary 3 i had a maid till sec 4...at the end of sec 3...we didnt have anymore maids...so we had to do our own work....i only have like swept and mopped the floor...then wash the dishes, dry the clothes and wipe the window...today i did a new thing...i actually wiped the fabs...celing fans...obviously i cant reach it even with a chair so i used a ladder...it was scary...i thought i was going to fall but i didnt haha...it was so fun cleaning the fan that i wiped two room's fan...
the dusts were flying all over the places so i wore a handkerchief to cover my nose and mouth...it was very funny actually...
it was great listening to music and cleaning the house...its really a different pleasure..
i felt so satisified although i didnt study at all today...
n my whole body is aching...
anyway i jus put henna on my hand...so i m actually typing single handed...
haha...=)..
i just hope tomorrow would b a much greater day...
i hope it wouldnt be boring.....

actually i typed a very emotional most...stupid nonsense thing my whole dunnoe y or how come got deleted...gggrrrrrrrrrr...
no mood to post ready....

hey guys...
haha i m kinda happy today...1st thing i didnt go to my mum's shop to help her...i m evil but i dont like going there really....there are some pevertic guys....
second thing...i did study today...although its litle...i feel happy for making efforts..
third thing aft doing hw and watching the taiwan drama...makes me feel so satisfied...

i m super happt today...so good that i even let my cousin play in the com for some time... he was kinda surprised...even said something wrong with me...hais i m a nice person u know...oni no one realises it...and my cousin even tried to be nice today...he wanted to help me carry things...that was wierd...maybe it was because i was nice to him...

but once again when i teach him tomorrow he confirm be rude to me agn...frustrating...yeah i tutoring him for free...lol he staying in my house mah...his only 9 yrs old...
anyway i now watching the drama...i feel so happy today...

i hope tmrw wont turn out to be a terrible day...coz whenever i m happy the next min i will sad...somehow...anyway gotta go...take care guys...

today was a horrible day....i was having a terrible stomach pain....pain pain pain like hell....i was crying in my room..so pitiful rite...wat to do...
i was stuck in my room the whole....i couldnt move around....i placed some ointment at my abdomen....then i slept from 11am to 2pm.... because the day before i was watching drama through out the night and only slept at 8am in the morning..i am crazy i noe...
i finished watching winter sonata at 1am...then i played games...after that i was bored...randomly clicked a tawain drama to watch...it turns out to drive me crazy..its super nice...its called "it started with a kiss"....the title might sound abit desperate but the drama has no kiss scene except one and that is at episode 8...its very nice and funny....a must watch drama for teenagers i guess...
any way today i did watch drama at 4pm till 7pm....
but now i decide to focus on my studies...after so much pain in the morning...and the motivation that the drama gave...i decided to not waste my holidays...i m gona work hard for my topical tests...
i m gona at least spend 2 hours a day to study...this would be a day where i would go out or have no mood to study...but the rest of the days i must spend half of the day ok maybe 8 hours studying...yeah...
thats the way rasina...i m so proud of myself...ok i gona work on my chem...i must finish it by tonite by hook or crook....after doing i will watch a few more episodes...yeah...
and truthfully i give up on the idea of working...i really cant....sorry mum...

hey
i decided to post something...=)
today was a not a verryy happy day...
i stayed at home the whole day...in my house there more cousins staying with me for a few days....they are small kids one 6 months, another 4 yrs old and the other 9 years old...i had to bear all these kids....
but it wasnt that terrible....i like kids so....yeah...but i do rather like to spent time with them if i m alone...
i mean i dunnoe how to say this...i m a quiet person... i dont reallly like to express my feelings in front of my family...but in front of my friends i dunnoe y...in front of my relatives i m quiet...so when i m with the children i mite look like an unsociable person...but if i was left alone in a room of kids i will tease them and make them laugh by doing funny things...i will behave like a kid...really trust me i will.....
and today my relatives they went to visit my anotther aunts house...i really wanted to go with them...my younger sis wanted to go too...but my this aunt staying with me didnt invite me...i kinda said like "huh y go like one big gang"...that put me off....i decided not to go...but still hoping i could....
then my another aunt ( i got so many aunts haha) this aunt is not satying with me...she is the mother of the 6 month old girl...she asked my younger sis to come too...she kinda asked me too...but they were taking taxi...so only one person can go me or my sis...my younger sis gave me a pitiful face...i ignored her face playing with the small kids...but kept asking.."you or me?"...i then said reluctantly "just go..i will stay..."....
yeah and so they went the whole house belonged to me for a whole 4 hours...they were back so early that kinda frustated me....i was happy that i didnt go with them...haha stupid me...my feelings keep changing...=)
i was feeling well actually...my stomach or abdomen not sure was hurting...couldnt help it...then i ate litle rice...very litle compared to my normal diet..later i used the com...watched some episoded of winta sonata in peace haha....i ate a bar of chocolate...
haha if u see me eating chocolate that means i am in a happy mood....

hais i even danced ard in my room for a few seconds and sang...i can sing okay i m not bad...( all these are secret dont tell anyone) ...i have never ever told anyone all these litle things i do...
but i m telling the whole world now...haha its funny actually...to me at least....
and then read twilight agn....since my younger sis still hadnt returned it to the owner...
its nice to read such books...i like the feelings i feel wen i read that book....sometimes my stomach will start to churn...i will get some tingling feeling in my heart...then sometimes i shudder..and feel goosebumps....if u read books maybe u can und my feelings....
k i think i have talked alot...haha...i hope i will post agn...