today i had my 5 stations...if u noe me well u shud noe that my standing broadjump sucks....like i said i failed my broadjump....its readysau u noe...wen i m short, fat(2 me) n unable to pass my nafa...its sad...oh one more thing not pretty, fair...sumore i m the odd one in my family who looks different...my sisters are all very pretty and fair...i used to be fair but now....
but i have to tell myself console myself that i have to accept whoever i am....i have to thank the god that for giving me good legs and hands...not being disabled....alhamdulilah...

oh shit my coke finished...i an going pour more coke...yay!...lol...
life is so boring in singapore...study study study...we shud enjoy life man....i m emoing today... i noe....oh the pictures in my class blog is very funny...click at the link tat says tpjc 08S15...and roll on the floor n laugh...there isnt much of my pic but there are more funni pics...

oh did i say i got the 27th position in my school road run for the girls..the top 30 will get medals...so i got a medal...yay!...munirah got 25th...yay! for her tooo...we ran together...at the ending point...a girl behind me overtook me...i got dizzy slowed down...den ppl around me said abit more faster faster...i speeded up abit den jus grabbed my dis piece of paper wif the letter 27..n fell on the floor...i couldnt stand any longer...den minirah sort of pulled me up and made me stand...i couldnt talk n jus pointed at the milo van...we walked there to drink the energizing milo...it did help alot coz den oni my brain functioned and said yay! i got top 30...n munirah was like ah now u say..u r abit slow...

haiz...after tat was a rush for me run home bath wash my hair sumore n go for peer counsiling training...aft tat i had to rush to my pw meeting at downtown east mac...i took 21 at 4.55...i was supposed to meet at 5...ok nvm i tot cn reach by 5.30...den the bus go go go...forever nvrending...intil my grpleader(sashi) called me n made me guilty...i reached at ard 5.45...den i duunoe how to walk from e bus stop...den sashi fetched me to e mac...increasing my guiltyness...i felt to low that i couldnt even talk...i jus kept quiet showed e stuff i m supposed to show n the meeting eneded in 20 min aft i came...i wasnt angry becoz e tink ended early but i was feeling extremely sad for coming late...i was almost abt to cry...but lucky no one was looking at me intensely...

but i feel sad becoz now my grp members will tink i m irresponsible not coming on time..making everyone wait u noe...i m the kind of person who worry wat ppl will tink of me ...oni to a certain extend lah...somtimes i cant be bothered...but dis time i was very bothered...
n sumore i said sorry to sashi on the way to mac u noe...i even said i was guilty...but he nvr say anythink lyk nvm its ok...we noe u were not late on purpose or sumtink lyk that...=(...make me feel so sad...

its ok now its over...no point crying over spilt milk rite...no i was jus recalling...k.k...u noe wat i have hearing chinese songs on my way to sch n back...my classmate was lyk its so ironical...
haiz...i lyk tat...haha...ok...guys...i go study liow...tc..woahtoday quite a long post...not bad rasina...bravo...nonsense me...