hey guys rasina here..

gavin CONGRATS for passing ur gp...wen u kol n tell me tat u passed i felt touched..i m happy for u...n eileen i m happy for u too...although things happened yeah...i was touched from wat u said in ur blog...guys wen u tell abt ur results n share ur feelings wif me...i feel happy becoz u guys noe tat i care for u guys...and tat our bond will never get thwarted by any one..
i m proud to kol u guys my fren...=)))

k back to my day...my day started terribly wif no mood but eneded up happily...=)
k guys i have been reading dis book called romance volume 1..it has a collection of award winning love stories and poems...its a local book by Sharon Tan K.S.

i was reading n i came across dis poem tat i was attracted to...that brought a smile on my face and my heart as it is exactly how i m feeling...

Title: And i wonder

it's the wondering that kills me.

it so happened that
i had to see him
just when i wished to see him
and when i did see him
i quickly turned away.

Did he see me?

My heart was beating wildly,
Pounding.
Yes, it's cliched but that was what was.

But i m not sure about the reason behind it;
Whether it was anticipation that finally gave way to surprise,
or the overexertion from turning away quickly and pretending
not to see.

And now i don't see him,
I'm thinking of him.
And i wonder if he's thinking of me too.

I can't help thinking:
What would his reaction have been?
If i had looked up just long enough to grin,
Would he have noticed my braced teeth?

Enough.
Stop.
He probably didn't see you, girl.
Argh.
That's the worst.

Just shoot me lah.
But lord, before i die,
Give me a guy.
Any guy.
This guy.
...

isn't it nice....yeah jus tot of sharing it....
bb...going...