hey
i decided to post something...=)
today was a not a verryy happy day...
i stayed at home the whole day...in my house there more cousins staying with me for a few days....they are small kids one 6 months, another 4 yrs old and the other 9 years old...i had to bear all these kids....
but it wasnt that terrible....i like kids so....yeah...but i do rather like to spent time with them if i m alone...
i mean i dunnoe how to say this...i m a quiet person... i dont reallly like to express my feelings in front of my family...but in front of my friends i dunnoe y...in front of my relatives i m quiet...so when i m with the children i mite look like an unsociable person...but if i was left alone in a room of kids i will tease them and make them laugh by doing funny things...i will behave like a kid...really trust me i will.....
and today my relatives they went to visit my anotther aunts house...i really wanted to go with them...my younger sis wanted to go too...but my this aunt staying with me didnt invite me...i kinda said like "huh y go like one big gang"...that put me off....i decided not to go...but still hoping i could....
then my another aunt ( i got so many aunts haha) this aunt is not satying with me...she is the mother of the 6 month old girl...she asked my younger sis to come too...she kinda asked me too...but they were taking taxi...so only one person can go me or my sis...my younger sis gave me a pitiful face...i ignored her face playing with the small kids...but kept asking.."you or me?"...i then said reluctantly "just go..i will stay..."....
yeah and so they went the whole house belonged to me for a whole 4 hours...they were back so early that kinda frustated me....i was happy that i didnt go with them...haha stupid me...my feelings keep changing...=)
i was feeling well actually...my stomach or abdomen not sure was hurting...couldnt help it...then i ate litle rice...very litle compared to my normal diet..later i used the com...watched some episoded of winta sonata in peace haha....i ate a bar of chocolate...
haha if u see me eating chocolate that means i am in a happy mood....

hais i even danced ard in my room for a few seconds and sang...i can sing okay i m not bad...( all these are secret dont tell anyone) ...i have never ever told anyone all these litle things i do...
but i m telling the whole world now...haha its funny actually...to me at least....
and then read twilight agn....since my younger sis still hadnt returned it to the owner...
its nice to read such books...i like the feelings i feel wen i read that book....sometimes my stomach will start to churn...i will get some tingling feeling in my heart...then sometimes i shudder..and feel goosebumps....if u read books maybe u can und my feelings....
k i think i have talked alot...haha...i hope i will post agn...